I miss you

(Random though of the day, dated 15/03-07)
I usually don't miss people. I could say I'm coldhearted but I'm probably just carefree. When people leave I expect to see them again, so I don't miss poeple. Now we came to the part which is hard for me to take in. I miss you, ever since you left. I want to tell myself that I will always be able to meet you, but somewhere my body says "NO!". I dream of you at night, I only do that about people I miss, my brain is trying to retain the picture of you. I'm crying on the inside because I can't meet you, yet I don't know what I'd do once I meet you. I just miss your presence, the calming scent I get when I'm around you. I just simply miss you and I just need to accept it.