(Random thought of the day, dated 19/05-07)
Who ever you are. Whatever the reason. Whenever the time. You may never suicide! It is not fair to those who have to live with your death. Suicide is escaping, the weak survive, the strong succeed. Suicide is not an option. There is always someone that will miss you and your suicide is not fair to that person. This thought has continued on the previous thought.
onsdag 18 juni 2008
Childhood memories
(Random thought of the day, dated 15/03-07)
Do you remember your childhood facts? The ones that get get broken such as atomic bombs. Every child know that a atomic bomb blow away half of the world. Well, obviously that wasn't true. I had to face the horrible movie style enlightement a couple of weeks ago. When I was 5 years old my grandpa died. He was accedentally shot when he was working with his hunting rifle. Not to long ago I was told that it wasn't an accident, he was just tired of his life. Blew his brains out at 44 years of age. I got to know this 13 years after. It hits like a kind of hard rock in your chest.
Do you remember your childhood facts? The ones that get get broken such as atomic bombs. Every child know that a atomic bomb blow away half of the world. Well, obviously that wasn't true. I had to face the horrible movie style enlightement a couple of weeks ago. When I was 5 years old my grandpa died. He was accedentally shot when he was working with his hunting rifle. Not to long ago I was told that it wasn't an accident, he was just tired of his life. Blew his brains out at 44 years of age. I got to know this 13 years after. It hits like a kind of hard rock in your chest.
I miss you
(Random though of the day, dated 15/03-07)
I usually don't miss people. I could say I'm coldhearted but I'm probably just carefree. When people leave I expect to see them again, so I don't miss poeple. Now we came to the part which is hard for me to take in. I miss you, ever since you left. I want to tell myself that I will always be able to meet you, but somewhere my body says "NO!". I dream of you at night, I only do that about people I miss, my brain is trying to retain the picture of you. I'm crying on the inside because I can't meet you, yet I don't know what I'd do once I meet you. I just miss your presence, the calming scent I get when I'm around you. I just simply miss you and I just need to accept it.
I usually don't miss people. I could say I'm coldhearted but I'm probably just carefree. When people leave I expect to see them again, so I don't miss poeple. Now we came to the part which is hard for me to take in. I miss you, ever since you left. I want to tell myself that I will always be able to meet you, but somewhere my body says "NO!". I dream of you at night, I only do that about people I miss, my brain is trying to retain the picture of you. I'm crying on the inside because I can't meet you, yet I don't know what I'd do once I meet you. I just miss your presence, the calming scent I get when I'm around you. I just simply miss you and I just need to accept it.
More thought...
(Random thought of the day, dated 13/03-07)
Ok, I need to put more thought into these thoughts. The last one was pathetically short and so will this one also most likely be. I've just been writing to get more text down. What I need to find is my "governing dynamics", my own original or at least insightfull idea that I had in the beginning. Even though it's just self-criticism I'd like to say. Kids, teens, adults and elderly, if you haven't yourself, learn from me... Don't rush things, take time in it and do it throughly. That is the only way.
Ok, I need to put more thought into these thoughts. The last one was pathetically short and so will this one also most likely be. I've just been writing to get more text down. What I need to find is my "governing dynamics", my own original or at least insightfull idea that I had in the beginning. Even though it's just self-criticism I'd like to say. Kids, teens, adults and elderly, if you haven't yourself, learn from me... Don't rush things, take time in it and do it throughly. That is the only way.
Love is like an earthquake
(Random though of the day, dated 08/03-07)
From experience I now know this. They are both like being hit by an 18-wheeler. It gives you a great mix of wierdness in your whole body, and afterwards it leaves you with a feeling of emptyness.
From experience I now know this. They are both like being hit by an 18-wheeler. It gives you a great mix of wierdness in your whole body, and afterwards it leaves you with a feeling of emptyness.
Why do you always want to run away when it's to late?
(Random thought of the day, dated 07/03-07)
Now that one was funny, I figured out the answer about 2.5sec after I wrote it down. We don't realize that we may need to run away until it is to late. Why don't we ever learn? Well, you know, we just take risks. All we need to learn is to create a foolproof plan of the things we do, that includes a escape boat. Then take a little less risks and most likely you won't ever get in trouble.
Now that one was funny, I figured out the answer about 2.5sec after I wrote it down. We don't realize that we may need to run away until it is to late. Why don't we ever learn? Well, you know, we just take risks. All we need to learn is to create a foolproof plan of the things we do, that includes a escape boat. Then take a little less risks and most likely you won't ever get in trouble.
Just because you can see, doesn't mean you can help.
(Random thought of the day, dated 06/03-07)
You see the problem, you want to help but you just can't. I know that feeling. That's something that is inevitable. When this occurs there isn't much to do, just look at yourself instead and make sure you don't have similar problems. And don't forget to trust the person with the problem.
You see the problem, you want to help but you just can't. I know that feeling. That's something that is inevitable. When this occurs there isn't much to do, just look at yourself instead and make sure you don't have similar problems. And don't forget to trust the person with the problem.
Do we see the world differently with glasses?
(Random though of the day, dated 05/03-07)
Yes? No? Maybe so. I don't know. What I d know though is that both me and my father (and a few more family members) become calmer when we're wearing glasses. My father is the kind with a short fuse as they call it, he gets upset over practically nothing. The thing is though, when he wears his glasses he doesn't get upset as easy. Me, I just get irritated when I don't wear glasses. I think that glasses bend the light into your eyes a way that makes the light move soothing, therefore we get clamer. I've never seen a person with glasses upset, they take them off.
Yes? No? Maybe so. I don't know. What I d know though is that both me and my father (and a few more family members) become calmer when we're wearing glasses. My father is the kind with a short fuse as they call it, he gets upset over practically nothing. The thing is though, when he wears his glasses he doesn't get upset as easy. Me, I just get irritated when I don't wear glasses. I think that glasses bend the light into your eyes a way that makes the light move soothing, therefore we get clamer. I've never seen a person with glasses upset, they take them off.
fredag 13 juni 2008
Can people with glasses not be emo?
(Random through of the day, dated 05/03-07)
After some brainstorming I realize that very little emos wear glasses. T realized they tend to lose their glasses for contact lenses instead. Why is this? I think emos understand that glasses brings out the beauty of anyones face, that they say is gone. They might also understand the difference at looking at the world through glass and without it. After all, emos might be smarter then what we think, or they just think they'll be "normal" without glasses. But so many kids today have glasses. Don't skip glasses! Glasses are sexy, attractive and cute. You just have to fina the pair that fits you.
After some brainstorming I realize that very little emos wear glasses. T realized they tend to lose their glasses for contact lenses instead. Why is this? I think emos understand that glasses brings out the beauty of anyones face, that they say is gone. They might also understand the difference at looking at the world through glass and without it. After all, emos might be smarter then what we think, or they just think they'll be "normal" without glasses. But so many kids today have glasses. Don't skip glasses! Glasses are sexy, attractive and cute. You just have to fina the pair that fits you.
Make Haste Slowly
(Random thought of the day, dated 04/03-07)
My second inspiration, this is a Japanese saying I caught up somewhere. And I like it. It explains how I want thins done. For how I understand this is that you should hurry without stressing. Take it slwo even though you're rushing. Stop and make sure everything is done throughly!
My second inspiration, this is a Japanese saying I caught up somewhere. And I like it. It explains how I want thins done. For how I understand this is that you should hurry without stressing. Take it slwo even though you're rushing. Stop and make sure everything is done throughly!
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